{"id":38,"date":"2023-05-07T14:54:19","date_gmt":"2023-05-07T14:54:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stephaniehaveman.com\/?page_id=38"},"modified":"2025-07-30T18:11:46","modified_gmt":"2025-07-30T18:11:46","slug":"home","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/stephaniehaveman.com\/","title":{"rendered":"Home"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"38\" class=\"elementor elementor-38\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-94b450d e-flex e-con-boxed e-con e-parent\" data-id=\"94b450d\" data-element_type=\"container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"e-con-inner\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-488be48 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"488be48\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;aos_animation_name&quot;:&quot;none&quot;}\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Welcome to the words that saved me<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-bed2e55 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"bed2e55\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-settings=\"{&quot;aos_animation_name&quot;:&quot;none&quot;}\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p data-start=\"268\" data-end=\"396\"><strong data-start=\"268\" data-end=\"323\">I write what others are too afraid to say out loud.<\/strong><br data-start=\"323\" data-end=\"326\" \/>Because silence is a graveyard, and I refuse to bury my truth anymore.<\/p><p data-start=\"398\" data-end=\"664\">Whether you found me through a poem, a quote, or a quiet moment while scrolling, I\u2019m grateful you\u2019re here.<br data-start=\"504\" data-end=\"507\" \/>This isn\u2019t just a website. It\u2019s a resting place for the heavy-hearted. A safe space for raw words, real stories, and the kind of honesty that doesn\u2019t flinch.<\/p><p data-start=\"666\" data-end=\"925\">I write for the ones who survived what they never should have had to.<br data-start=\"735\" data-end=\"738\" \/>For the ones who smile with tired eyes, who carry their past in their spine but still find ways to be gentle.<br data-start=\"847\" data-end=\"850\" \/>For the misfits, the feelers, the ones who still believe in something soft.<\/p><p data-start=\"927\" data-end=\"1083\">Here, you\u2019ll find poetry and prose shaped by trauma, healing, love, and survival.<br data-start=\"1008\" data-end=\"1011\" \/>And maybe somewhere in these pages, you\u2019ll find a piece of yourself too.<\/p><hr data-start=\"1085\" data-end=\"1088\" \/><p data-start=\"1090\" data-end=\"1265\"><strong data-start=\"1090\" data-end=\"1113\">\ud83d\udcda Explore My Books<\/strong><br data-start=\"1113\" data-end=\"1116\" \/>Step inside collections like <em data-start=\"1145\" data-end=\"1168\">Butterflies &amp; Guitars<\/em>, <em data-start=\"1170\" data-end=\"1186\">Stripped Naked<\/em>, <em data-start=\"1188\" data-end=\"1207\">Alone in the Dark<\/em>, and my newest Dutch release <em data-start=\"1237\" data-end=\"1244\">Chaos<\/em>.<br data-start=\"1245\" data-end=\"1248\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/stephaniehaveman.com\/index.php\/about\/books\/\">[See All Books \u2192]<\/a><\/p><p data-start=\"1267\" data-end=\"1411\"><strong data-start=\"1267\" data-end=\"1287\">\ud83d\udd8b Custom Poetry<\/strong><br data-start=\"1287\" data-end=\"1290\" \/>Looking for something personal? 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