{"id":413,"date":"2025-07-01T05:45:09","date_gmt":"2025-07-01T05:45:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stephaniehaveman.com\/?page_id=413"},"modified":"2025-07-01T05:45:12","modified_gmt":"2025-07-01T05:45:12","slug":"alone-in-the-dark","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/stephaniehaveman.com\/index.php\/alone-in-the-dark\/","title":{"rendered":"Alone in The Dark"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-medium\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"211\" height=\"300\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/stephaniehaveman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/61EUMO2hHbL._SL1419_-1.jpg?resize=211%2C300&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-414\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/stephaniehaveman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/61EUMO2hHbL._SL1419_-1.jpg?resize=211%2C300&amp;ssl=1 211w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/stephaniehaveman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/61EUMO2hHbL._SL1419_-1.jpg?resize=722%2C1024&amp;ssl=1 722w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/stephaniehaveman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/61EUMO2hHbL._SL1419_-1.jpg?resize=768%2C1090&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/stephaniehaveman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/61EUMO2hHbL._SL1419_-1.jpg?resize=500%2C710&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/stephaniehaveman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/61EUMO2hHbL._SL1419_-1.jpg?resize=800%2C1135&amp;ssl=1 800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/stephaniehaveman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/61EUMO2hHbL._SL1419_-1.jpg?resize=600%2C851&amp;ssl=1 600w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/stephaniehaveman.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/61EUMO2hHbL._SL1419_-1.jpg?w=1000&amp;ssl=1 1000w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 211px) 100vw, 211px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is not just another story of survival. It is what happens when survival feels like the only thing you have left.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Alone in the Dark<\/strong> is my debut collection of poetry and prose, born from the ugliest corners of life. It is about childhood trauma, broken families, addiction, love that hurts, and the unbearable silence of being unseen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">These words were never meant to be neat or easy. They carry the weight of nights spent crying on bathroom floors. The ache of waiting for someone to choose you. The scars left behind by those who were supposed to protect you. The damage of being silenced again and again.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">But this book is not just about pain. It is about defiance. It is about finding your voice when the world has spent years trying to strip it away. It is the raw, bleeding proof that even in the darkest moments, there is something left to fight for.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Alone in the Dark<\/strong> is for the outsiders, the survivors, the ones still learning how to exist after being shattered. It is for anyone who knows what it feels like to carry stories that no one else understands.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You are not alone here. These pages hold the shadows. The breaking. The beginning of healing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">This is my truth. Maybe it feels like yours too.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This is not just another story of survival. It is what happens when survival feels like the only thing you have left. 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